Tauba
God sent down His
Apostles into the world and revealed His Books through them so that
men may learn to distinguish good from evil, virtue from vice, and earn
for themselves Divine approbation and deliverance in the life to come
by abstaining from the wicked and the unlawful and adopting what was
good and virtuous. Thus, those who reject the faith and refuse to believe
in the Prophets and the Divine guidance with which they had been raised
up, their whole existence, so to speak, is one of defiance and transgression.
They are totally indifferent to the message sent down by Allah. They
will have nothing to do with it. Unless they believe in the Messengers
and Apostles raised up by God and in the holy Scriptures revealed by
Him, and, particularly, in the Last of the Prophets, Prophet Mohammad,
and the Divine Book he brought, i.e., the holy Quran, and accept his
guidance they can never hope to attain the good pleasure of God and
success and salvation in the Hereafter. The denial of God, His Apostles
and His Books is not pardonable. It cannot be condoned. This fact has
been made abundantly clear by every Prophet of God during his time.
In any case, it is essential for the salvation of the Apostates and
Polytheists that they first of all renounced Apostasy and Polytheism
and took to the path of Faith and Monotheism. Without it salvation is
not possible.
Those who believe in the Prophets and affirm their intention to live
according to their teachings also sometimes fall into error. They are
misled by the Devil or by their own baser instincts and impulses into
committing a sin. For such defaulters God has kept the door of Tauba
(Repentance) open.
Tauba means that if a person many slip into folly and be guilty of a
sin or an act of transgression against the law of God he should feel
genuinely sorry and ashamed over it, and resolve sincerely not to do
so again, and seek the forgiveness of God with all his heart. It is
stated in the Quran and the Traditions that by doing only this much
a man’s sin is forgiven and he succeeds in winning the pleasure
of the Almighty.
It is essential to know that Tauba is not vocal penitence. It is not
at all a matter of uttering so many words of repentance. The sorrow
must be sincere, the shame must be felt in the heart and the resolution
not to repeat the folly and be guilty of the sin again must be totally
genuine.
It is like this. Suppose in a fit of temper or in a moment of acute
depression a person swallows poison with the intention of killing himself.
But when the poison begins to work and a thousand knives begin to tear
his intestines into pieces and he knows that death is near, he repents
his folly and cries out in desperation for medical relief. Now, at that
time, his first thought will be that if he survived he would never touch
the poison again or think of committing suicide. This exactly should
be the state of the man who repents after sin. His heart should be seized
by the fear of Divine Chastisement, the resolution not to do the thing
again should be an honest resolution and so also his entreaties to God
for forgiveness.
If such a state of feeling is realized by a person in any degree he
should be sure that the stain of sin has been washed away and the gates
of mercy have opened for him. After such a Tauba the sinner is completely
absolved of his sin, he is thoroughly sanctified and becomes even dearer
in the sight of God than he was before, so much so that sometimes a
person succeeds in attaining, through Tauba, a place which would be
hard to reach even after a hundred years of prayer and fasting.
All this that we have said on the subject of Tauba was derived entirely
from the twin sources of the Quran and the Traditions. We are going
now to consider some of the relevant verses of the Quran:
O ye who believe! Turn to God with sincere repentance: in the hope that
your Lord will remove from you your ills and admit you to Gardens beneath
which rivers flow. (LXVI: 8)
Why turn they not to God, and seek His forgiveness? For God is Oft-Forgiving,
Most Merciful. (V: 77)
When those come to thee who believe in Our Signs, say: “Peace
be on you! Your Lord hath inscribed for Himself (the rule of) Mercy:
Verily, if any of you did evil in ignorance, and thereafter repented,
and amended (his conduct); lo, He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.”
(VI: 54)
Also, look at the following Traditions:
“God says, ‘O My Creatures! You commit follies day and night
and I can forgive them all. So, seek My forgiveness. I will forgive’.”
“God extends the arm of Mercy and Forgiveness every night so that
the sinners of the day may repent and seek His pardon and every day
so that the sinners of the night may repent and seek His pardon and
it shall be like this with God till the sun rises from the West near
the Doomsday.”
“A man committed a sin and then he prayed to God, ‘O Lord,
I have sinned. Forgive me’. Upon this, the Lord observed, ‘My
servant knows that there is a God who can punish him for his sin as
well as forgive. I have forgiven the sin of My servant. The person abstained
from sin as long as the Lord wished after which he again went astray
and fell into transgression. He once again prayed to God, ‘O Lord,
I have sinned. Forgive me.’ The Lord observed. ‘My servant
knows that there is a God who can chastise him for sinning as well as
forgive. I have forgiven the sin of My servant’. He remained free
from sin as long as the Lord wished and then was again guilty of it.
Once again he prayed to God, ‘O Lord, I have sinned. Forgive me’.
The Lord observed, ‘My servant knows for certain that there is
a God who can punish as well as forgive him for his sin. I have forgiven
the sin of My servant’.”
“One who seeks Divine forgiveness after sin becomes like one who
has never been guilty of a sin”.
These Traditions show how Merciful and Oft-Forgiving is the Lord. To
get emboldened by them and to start indulging freely in sinful activities
on the strength of Tauba is not worthy of a Muslim. Such verses and
Traditions should, on the contrary, lend greater strength to the love
of God. They should make one feel that it really was the height of meanness
to act against the wishes of such a Compassionate and Benevolent Lord.
If a master be of a most kind and affectionate nature, would it become
his servants to pay back his kindness and affection by violating his
wishes and disobeying his commands?
What these verses and Traditions seek to convey is that should a person
succumb to the temptations of the Devil or to his own ignoble desires
and inclinations and commit a sin he must not despair of the mercy of
the Lord and lose all hope of salvation. He should, on the other hand,
turn his back immediately on the lapse and try earnestly to remove its
stain through Tauba, by begging God, in all sincerity, His forgiveness.
The Almighty, in His Infinite Mercy, will forgive and instead of being
angry with him, He will become even more pleased for regretting sincerely
what he had done and turning to Him hopefully for remission. A Tradition
states:
“When a man turns to God after sin and repents sincerely for his
folly it makes God even happier than a rider whose mount may have thrown
him down in a vast desert and fled away with all the journey’s
provisions laden on its back, and, when the rider may have resigned
himself to his fate and sat down under a tree to wait for his death,
the animal may return, all of a sudden, with the provisions intact and
the rider may catch hold of it and blurt our (stupidly) in sheer joy,
‘O God, Thou, indeed, art may slave and me thy Master;.”
If, after knowing these verses and Traditions, someone still fails to
seek Divine forgiveness and approbation by offering repentance for his
sins through Tauba and resolving not to fall into error again he, emphatically,
is most unfortunate.
Many people are inclined to take a most complacent attitude towards
Tauba. They say, “We are healthy and strong, so what’s the
hurry? We will do Tauba before dying.” Brothers, this is an extremely
dangerous deception, which the Devil practices on us. Deprived as he
has himself of Divine Mercy and Beneficence and earned a permanent adobe
in the Hell, he wants us also to go his way. No one knows when death
may strike. Thus, we should consider every day to be the last day of
our lives and lose no time in begging the forgiveness of God if and
when we have been guilty of an evil. This, alone, is the path of wisdom.
It is stated candidly in the Quran that.
God accepts the repentance of those who do evil in ignorance and repent
soon afterwards; to them will God turn in mercy; for God is full of
knowledge and wisdom. Of no effect is the repentance of those who continue
to do evil, until death faces one of them, and he says, “Nor of
those who die rejecting faith: for them have We prepared a punishment
most grievous. (V: 17-18)
We should catch time by the forelock and realize the value of life that
is left to us. We should not put off Tauba by a moment; we must not
procrastinate. We ought to set about, at once, reforming our ways. God
alone knows when death is going to make its call on us, and, then, it
may be too late. Who can tell whether, at that time, we will get the
opportunity to offer Tauba or not?
Brother, we all have seen people dying. The general experience is that
a person dies in the same state in which he has led his life. It does
not happen that a person may have spent all his days in folly and negligence
and, he, suddenly repented and turned into a saint a day or two before
his death. Hence, a man who wants to die in a state of piety, for him
it is necessary to become pious in his lifetime. Then alone can he hope
to die as a good Muslim, by the grace of God, and to be raised up with
the faithful and the righteous in the Hereafter.
If after offering repentance for a sin a person may be guilty of the
same sin again there is no need for him to feel so frustrated over it
as to lose faith in Divine Mercifulness. He should offer Tauba quickly
again, and if again he may break it he should not hesitate in offering
it once more even if it be a thousand times. Whenever he will repent
with a sincere heart it is the promise of God that He will accept his
repentance and forgive him. The Benevolence of the Lord, lie His Paradise,
is Infinite.
Words
of Tauba
Form the forgoing it would have been clear that in whatever words or
language a person may offer Tauba God will listen and accept his penitence.
But the holy Prophet has laid down certain specific phrases or prayers
in this regard which he used to recite himself. These prayers, surely,
are most pleasing to Him. We are reproducing some of these here for
you to learn by heart and recite for seeking divine forgiveness.
I beg the forgiveness
of the Lord save Whom there is no God, the living, the Eternal. Unto
Him do I turn penitent.
The Prophet has said, “Whoever will offer penitence to God and
implore His forgiveness through this Kalima God will forgive him even
if he has fled from the field of Jehad which is a most mortal sin in
the sight of God.”
And again: “Whoever will recite this Kalima thrice before going
to sleep God will forgive his sins even though they may be as profuse
as the foam of the sea,”
Sometimes the sacred Prophet used to recite only (I implore the forgiveness
of the Lord). It is a very brief phrase and we should try to cultivate
the habit of repeating it every now and then.
Saiyyid-el-Istighfar
It is related that the holy Prophet once remarked that the following
prayer was Saiyyid-el-Istighfar (the leader of all the prayer formulas
of Istighfar).
O God! Thou art my Lord, There is no God save Thee. Thou art my Creator
and I am Thy slave. I abide by Thy covenant and promise as best as I
can. I seek refuge in Thee from the mischief of what I have wrought.
I acknowledge unto Thee Thy favour which Thou hast bestowed upon me,
I also confess mine inequity; so forgive me for none forgiveth sins
save Thee.
Says the Prophet:
“He who will offer repentance and beg the forgiveness of God reciting
this prayer with faith and sincerity during day-time then if he died
on that day, before nightfall, he shall go to Heaven, and he who will
recite it at night, with faith and sincerity, and then if he died on
that night, before day-break, he shall go to Heaven.”
The three Kalimas of Tauba we have mentioned above are quite easy to
remember.
As a Tradition reads:
“Blessed, indeed, is the man in whose record the profusion of
Tauba is written.”